Ours was a high profile marriage,

 To acquainted with i needed enough courage.


Everyone witnessed our fairytale wedding,

As we got married in huff and puff within three months of dating.


I was first choice being virgin to birth your heir,

You hooked with my sister and many others for your pleasure.


But on the day of wedding,i knew about your secret love,

You were sent to different country to learn military and denied to marry her.


I was head over heels in love with you,

But misfortune was awaiting me and i didn't knew.


I got pregnant within one year of our marriage,

But you never gave attention to me and to get your attention i threw myself on staircase.


But you were threaded to her soul anyhow,

Why did you marry me to destroy my life now.


I developed bulimia,anorexia to combat my loneliness,

Doing all my royal duties with wide smile to not bother with emptiness.


I even got pregnant with second kid soon,

Before paparazzi,we were perfect couple to moon.


I involved myself with kids and work,

I became paparazzi favourite to not let blink or shrug.


I was always compassionate,kind and doting mother,

I became people princess,fashion icon with endless love and favour.


But my private life was a bit crowded with three lives and without love,

My life was in great chaos and mess to recollect or refurb.


Then you confessed your long term infidelity,

I was devastated and wanted to do suicide,but i reabsob my all insecurities.


I confessed our separation and filed for our high profile divorce,

I always wanted freedom and all emotions to control.


I started my charity work,visited coal mines,

I shake hands with hiv patients to remove it's stigma with attached prejudices to realign.


We got divorce but i got killed thereafter by paparazzi stalking,

Death may be end but love and being valued is the most cherishing feeling to have awesome beginning.


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MRS. BUSHRA JAMAL D/O- MD. JAMALUDDIN EDUCATION--Graduation(English Hons). HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION-- WITH SCIENCE This is Bushra Jamal,she was born in the district of Patna she has studied in English school, she has done intermediate in science and she has done her graduation (IGNOU) in English honors. She is from simple middle class family with younger brother and sister. She was married in 2016. Since 2017 she wrote English poems and short stories also. She is the mother of a child. In 2021, she published, her first book -6year girl abused,which is written in english. She worked as a co - author in many book. 1--अन्नदाता( किसान व उनकी परेशानी)in which she has written very good poetry is in hindi. 2-सपनों की सीरी- (तैयारी जीत की) In this book also he has given a very beautiful poem is in hindi 3-पिता-(एक आसमान)In this book, he has given a poem which is in English. 4)पिता- in this book she wrote a beautiful poem for her father. 5)शब्दों का जादू - she wrote a poem on gullak. She appears a lot of Shayari,Poem, Short Stories. She Writes in both languages ​​English and Hindi. They like to write, it has become their passion in writing. "Pen for me is like weapon, I can describe my emotions, which modify written