January 9th 2022 will be a day ill never forget. I woke up that morning to pee when I was in the bathroom I heard one of my sons guns go off. I yelled for him and nothing I yelled for anyone to answer and thats when my 23 year old son come out the room and said Mom something is wrong with Aaron. I ran into his room and what I saw was the most terrible scary thing I've ever seen. I thought he was shot in the belly till he turned his head from moving so much n I seen blood come from his head. I'm in so much pain and heart ach even still to this day. We called 911 the police came and finally an ambulance but I already knew it was to late because 20 minutes or so had already passed and a Mom just knows when it comes to her child. They finally took my son out wrapped in a blanket no sirens when the left. The police wouldn't let me go be with my son. I was so angry and upset. Once I got there my son was on life support they said it was a fatal shot to his head that he wouldn't make it. That i needed to spend the last few with him. I did i held his hand as they took him off. I cried as my son stopped breathing. It was the worst day of my life. I'm honoring my son by living life like he would want me too. I still cry everyday and miss him so much. My life will never be the same. I just pray I can get my life back on track for my other son as well. My heart goes out to all parents who have lost a child.